here it goes..

feeling rather tired today..

mood-less and quietness fills the room ...

its time to rest before the battle starts.

oh man i dont mean it!

you just happen to fly here and rest there.

i really dont mean to do that!

oops sorry...big fly

:C

hahaha so funny!
communication break down with my grandma and some old ppl!

just now the phone rang..
i was in living room, lazy to pick up the phone,
so i shout my sis to come pick up the phone!
rang for a while...
my sis give up and pick up the phone..

it was some china ppl..
they wanted to come visit my ahma..
so asked for our address and say they are blah blah (my ahma's duno who.)
they say my sis! as a teochew, but dont know how to speak teochew! haha!

then put down the phone tell my ahma someone from china is coming!
her reaction very funny!
she said " huh? that person die long ago liao!"
eeee sound eerie rite?
my sis din make things clear..
is that person's sister coming..
hahaha!

omg kns..
i kana one warning letttter!
idiot....

THINKING..

i came to have this thought again..

are all males flirt?
too flirt = females' disgust
flirt = may not be a good male
not a flirt = gay?

that day my mummy asked me "why are you so scared of guys?"
hmm...
sometimes the tought of being in one r/s makes me feels tired.
doing everything must tot of the other partner's feelings..
worst of all is when they are the possesive type.

love is happiness, love is trust.
love is comfortable and not tears with sadness

can i really trust their words?
i dont dare to think.

waiting for tuesday to come :D

ENTERTAINMENT

some pictures for entertainment!
haha he looks like a ___________?
"Great minds think alike!"
lets see who has the same think as me!

guess guess guesss!

SHOOOOOOOO

MY HEAD IS GETTING BIGGER...

SIP thing due on thurs.
i have no idea which to choose..

my graphs to be handed in tmr still have complete!

tmr there is adfs lab quiz!
i haven study also.

thurs got pbpn tut quiz and H&W quiz!!
omg...

i neeed a rest..
my head is heavy..

some idiot still come and irritate me!
so what if i go meet you.
you're happy but i'm not!

regret
unhappinessss

I AM HAPPY!

Theres alot of things happen today!

scary.. funny and interesting!

first.. i met this guy at the lift area outside com lab.

he keep giving me those uncomfortable feeling like as if he has got something to say.

after that he really speak up, asking which course i'm from?

blah blah blah..

from waiting lift to in the lift and out of the lift he finally asked the main point..

" mind giving me your number?"

me " sorry no i dont want. byebye"

and faster meet peter. phew~

my heart almost drop out!

anyway i like today's lab session!

bread-making at kitchen! coool!

before we start making our bread.. chef gary the incharge start talking bout rules and regulations blah.. its our first time in the lab..

so he says "NO earrings to be seen. no necklace. no rings. no bracelet or anything or watch to be seeen! i give you all 30secs to take away those stuffs!"

Meidelin says" OMG! i have those evverything he said!"

hahahahaha seee rich girl, everything also have. but causing trouble now!

meidelin never fails to complain!

due to some problems, i dont know how to turn the picture! oops!
raisins!

some other ingredients..
the very expensive machine..

OUR DOUGH! round rite? thanks to chef gary(scary man)

he "PIAK" our dough very loud on the table.. we all got a shock!

but come out the dough very nice! thumbs up!

we're gonna make swiss roll raisins walnuts bread.this is the before baked product!raisins buns by other groups!tada! its sweet!! nice! :Dmy group's baked products!just now after lab, my group was given a duty to clean the sink!

a group of 5 ppl, so they decided to "o-ya-bei-ya-soam"

meidelin counts.. "1 2 3" everybody's show their hands except me!

i was like huh? not oyabeiyasoam meh? why 1 2 3 everybody's hands are out?

i got scolded by them! especially meidelin! all ask me to clean the sink!! :(

who knows they 1 2 3 and come out.. i tot 1 2 3 then tgt say oyabeiyasoam~

then meidelin says.. okay nvm again. give you one more chance.

if again then you go clean the sink alone!

1..2..3.. KNS! i am the odd one out!

means i gonna clean the sink! AND ALL OF THEM ARE SO HAPPY!

especially meidelin! laugh until so loud! MEAN GIRL!

but cos there're 2 sinks.. so they need to play again.
1..2..3.. guess who will accompany me and wash sink?

gracia? jamie? yuxuan? meidelin?

ANSWER IS......MEIDELIN!

HAHAHAHAHA! laugh my lungs out!

serve her right! laugh at me lah?

now she gonna wash with me!

wah her hands like golden hands...

little bit of dough stuck there she keep eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

omg she arh... SO QIAN JIN! but funnnny! hahaha!

alright shall end here!

must faster do my work.

if not meidelin ahma gonna nag again!

bye! :DDDD

wad's wrong?

stupid hotmail!
i want to open my mail also cannot.
now there's 100 over unread mails...

come save my hotmail~

Remembering

its colourful yea?
enjoying while doing report..

its not a good night today..

:(

i'm in dead meat!

just now a fren send me a link..
something scary suddenly pop out!
i got a shock..
so i decided to send meidelin!
her reaction very funny!
she said " wth wtff i feel like chopping you man..
i gonna sue you for making me shock like mad!"

oops! so fierce! but funny.
arhh!! still discussing bout projects..

tired..

no motivation

that china teacher is so..!!!!
during tut, she flash the answer and says "dont look at me! faster copy!"
we ask "can photocopy?"
she: "NO! you all split lah, some copy this some copy that.."
agnes: "teacher! like that how to join tgt?"
class broke into laughters.
wah that sentence make me cant stop laughing!!!

that teacher always repeat her words over and over again!
" understand? dont know must raise up your hands and ask! if you all dont ask and dont listen, i wont repeat again. then too bad!"

just now she was explaining something, then most of us din catch it.
after that we ask her again, she says if you all din hear, too bad!
wad? tot she ask us to clarify with her if there's doubts?
ask her already she says too bad! what kind of teacher is she?!
she says" i will teach in topic 2. if you all din listen again then too bad!"

everything also too bad.
crazy teacher!
jamie said something funny...
"next time dont have to worry that you no jobs.. she this kind also can be lecturer lah!"
hahaha!

it has stop for a few months already.
better not come back again.
i hate it man!

gonna do my pie charts now~

KNS

ahhhh chooo!
caught a cold now..
weather is getting more and more weird.

i'm feeling so tired now.
these few days always felll asleep on bus:(
tmr pbpn quiz..
now still studying on enzymes..
irritated~

every month this time,
better not provoke me,
or else you will regret..

sorry that i lose my temper on you.

:/

INTERESTING + DISGUSTING!

today's fppkg lab is interesting!

we make noodle again!

but this time our grp have to make 2 different formulations..

we were suppose to squeeze the dough out(thats what meidelin says)

but nobody was holding onto the dough and it roll off the roller by itself and drop onto the floor!

so funny! like toilet roll...

lucky this arent suppose to be eaten.

thee more disgusting one is that,

we're suppose to try other grp's noodle!

ITS SOGGGY AND PALE AND BLAND!

so they helped themselves with the salt!

after stirring, agnes started distributing!

like a beggar...

and pour into the mouth!! (hiok~)

and they simply love it~ (oops sorry jamie!)

but i dont know what's wrong with her noodle. is she trying to suck them in or vomit out?
choke?.... poor thing.taken during the resting time!

alright its late now.. 1.45am

goodnights:D

crazy!

why does one become so silly when they're in a relationship..

she is..

stupid

stupid

stupid

stupid

stupid

crazy
crazy
crazy
crazy
crazy

early morning got woken up by the noise she made.

arent she suppose to be sleeping?

yesterday she was back home late.

what is she thinking man?!!?!!

is that what you call,

love is blind?

love is the power?

rubbish.

hahaha!

just now my daddy was watching the football match

and he shouted

"GOAL! GOAL! GOAL!"

but

the ball din went in.

and he scolded

"KNN!"

"F*CK YOU!"

first time hear him scolding!

so funnny!

alright the end.

just a random post.

haha!

WONDERING

We're all human beings.

But why this person behave in such way?

One thing that make us different from others is our characters/personalities.

my friend told me this:
" if everybody is the same? then this world will be so boring, isnt it?"

its true

thats why everbody is special in a way!

people clique together because they have common interest or maybe thats wad we call fate.

it is fate that brought us tgt.

but sometimes i just wonder why some people clique so well with this grp and not the other?

is it common interest again?

what's the meaning of true friends?

Don't walk in front of me,

I may not follow.

Don't walk behind me,

I may not lead.

Just walk beside me and be my friend.

-- Albert Camus

:D

hmmmmmm

today is friday!
went to school early to get the results of our microbial test.
sorry to yuxuan for scolding him.
early morning i was abit pissed off.
cant control my temper. but i'ved said alot of times,
DONT ASK ME STUPID QUESTIONS OVER AND OVER AGAIN!
that explains why..
anyway i dont wanna elaborate more.
maybe i should really change..

we had hei sushi for lunch at downtown!
variety not alot leh..
but food was normal also...
nth special!
and then watch 2012!
was suppose to choose seats..
thinking wad it mean by special seats?
when we went in, we realise that it was actually for couple!
but we sat down at the last row!
beside gracia was a malay couple.
watch half way they start kissing.
(seee! its a trick! guys always use this method huh! dark dark, tot nobody can see. kiss arh suddenly hold the girl's hand and confess!)chey~
anyway the movie was abit boring in the fron part.
after that qas quite exciting. overall liking maybe 3.5/5 :D

went home that time, it started raining.
so cold outside..
should have brought along my shawl..

now i'm under my blanket! so warm :D
i like :D
i need 15 ppl to help me do survey!
any ppl out there willing to help me?
3 down, so 12 more to go! come come!

:DDDD

yesterday today tmr

yesterday went hg with mother and maopei to collect mp's contact lens!
then while waiting for that uncle, we had bubble tea and fries at the shop next to the optical shop.
suddenly got one old auntie shouted
"AUNTIE! here got sell pyjamas?" (dialect)
nth happen, we continue to eat.
she shouted agaiin "AUNTIE! here got sell pyjamas?"
i turned back, seeing her looking at me.
so i gave her a weird look and asked " huh? call me arh?"
she said "arh.. got sell pyjamas mah?"
i was like wahlao? i eating happily you ask me bout that.
then i replied " AUNTIE! WE ARE STUDENTS! NOT WORKING THERE!"
then the shop owner walk out and help her.
omg! since when i become auntie selling those stuffs..
after that she still smile at me!

i look like auntie meh? :((

anyway today is thurs.
pbpn quiz was difficult. but ended school quite early.
go home had my dinner cos my mummy says very long din go home eat!

tmr is ccn day!
but i will end school early again!
becos tmr only go school count the number of microbe and thats it byebye!
one thing is that.. our h&w questionnaires are not done yet!
tmr have to consult teacher :(

tired
bye for now.

luckily..

today's fpqap lab is a long one.
make noodle then do the testes.

anyway i almost get my group into trouble!
we're waiting for our turn to use the machine.
so i sat down and rest.
meidelin then past me the dough and so i hold it in my arm..
sudddenly, a yellow ball rolled out and dropped onto the floor! The plastic bag which i'm holding on, becomes lighter! oh man~
i din know whats going on.. but when i realise, it was OUR DOUGH!
the dough that was suppose to be make into noodles dropped onto the floor!
CHAM...
but weiyen faster grabbed it up and some thinking of mixing tgt.
but if we mixed it, our microbial test sure over limit!
suppose to be 1kg, ended up become 0.8kg.
so we decided not to mix as we think it will be sufficient!
in the end, the noodles were NICE!
after 2 times of practices, this one is the best!
was in the lab for almost 4 hours! headache..

anyway now already 1.27am.
later my lesson at 9am! oh kns!
just finished my pbpn graphs.
shall go now. goodnights all. bye!

??

suddenly my ears are pain..

how?

TRYING

today its my grandfather's death anniversary.
it has been around 12 or 13 years already..
i remember last time every mon moring he will buy carrot cake and make half boil eggs for us.
misses him..
today i woke up at 9.30 am!
tot that cousins they all will come early, but in the end all din come. Only my aunts came and
fetch my grandma go temple. sisters and i stayed at home.

surprisingly, today its sunday, i din go out!
gonna stay at home rush my report!
how should i start my discussion?!

hmmm..

MIXED

some random pictures taken a few weeks ago!this panty is cut from our hairnet! because lab is toooo boring! so we took the hairnet and come up with such idea! innovative hor! hahaha!not forget the bra!

its one set! any orders?!TODAY!
went blood donation with jamie after school.

its our third time going tgt! and still counting!

all the way to outram... slept on the bus cos too tired!

reached there we tot they closing soon so we ran! hair-gu~

Then the first prick to check if you have enough iron!

this one i dun think is pain.

but dont know why alot say this is the most pain one!

the most pain one i think is the second poke!

give you numb numb..

that one hor needle really sharp arh!

go into my hand still okay..

but when the nurse start to inject and release, i can feeel the painfulness!!!

ouch~

then after that is alright loh..

not pain but no strength to suqeeze!

becos my weight is less than 50kg plus my veins too small,

they only collected around 350mL of blood from me. which is enough to save one kid?

i dont know!

normally is 500mL one.. can save 3 lives leh! dont know why this time they gave me that.

last time they i was suppose to pump out 500mL.. always took the longest even though i start first.

this time faster! haha. the nurse ask me not to eat so much! maintain my weight!

if not next time come with 50kg, i will have to donate 500mL which they dun think i can make it! cos blood pumps out too slow already! later if blood starts to clot, then the whole bag of blood will be useless.

so lets move on to pictures! this is jamie!

and her bag blood!

waiting for me turn~llike this still okay.. if take away that piece of cotton, eee! haha!and we chose purple strap! so far we've collected pink and orange! :Dnext appointment on 29thjan!

soooon! and hope that more frens can go!

bye!

THREE

I'm tired!
going to sleep soon!

because tmr i'm gonna donate blood!
it will be my third time!
abit pain but worth it.

boring, tmr got 2 labs..
need to bring 2 diff lab-coats!
thanks to yanling, i only need to bring one! :D

alright bye!

CHANGED

Things do not change; we changed.

Suddenly there are so many changes in life
they started to fade away.
they started to lie
they may walk away
and never to be seen again

what have been done had been done..
i dont like the changes
yet
i cant do anything
but
to change my way of thinking about it.

There is a quote by Maria Robinson:
Nobody can go back and start a new beginning,
but anyone can start today and make a new ending.

As the day went on
its getting tired each day
dont pause too long
because time dont wait

life still need to go on
so look on the brighter side of life
A simple smile will change everything
and thus Joy will be brought to us

:)

UNLUCKY

i'm so poor thing!
the 2 lifts have broken down!
one still nvm, BUT TWO!
at first i tot one only, so i wait for another to come down.. but wait wait wait,
it doesnt seem to be like moving down..
so no choice but to climb the stairs!
14storeys can! plus so ulu~
then i suddenly tot of last time i press 13th but ended up at 18th!
eeeee, make myself more scared only!
when i reach level 13th, i go check the lift!
tmd! it was stuck there!
the door was opened!
my hair stands~
faster run up to 14th floor to my house!!!
was breathless by then... phew~
hope tmr wont be like that!
i need to go school early!

back to work,
last min rushing project!
bye~