fucked up

sorry.

Dear readers,

its gonna be a long post! think twice before reading!

DAYS AT PDC

tonns of work to be done! gambatte!

THURSDAY

The day i'm looking forward to!
Had frog leg porridge at geylang!
cheemun dont like! wasted!
I had to feed her then she eats!
tsk!


After that, headed to cheemun's house!
Finally i get to enter cheemun's room!
Her room was damn neat can!
So much neater than mine!
Then she told me" of cos lah, i spent half year to tidy leh!"
hahaha funny girl!

FRIDAY

Its vesak day!
So i decided to wake up at 8am and go for a jog with my da jie!
I've been stuck in PDC for 2mths!
FInally i get to run!
The feeling was shiok!
More of these plsssss!

After that i decided to cook pasta for my sis and mum!
Went supermarket with my dajie!
almost vomit blooood!
seriously i cant clique well with my sis!
When i decided to use this, she sure give a comment and disagree to use it!
i sounded harsh to her!
sighhh....

Anyway, this is the end product! they say nice!




guess its time to reflect on my actions and words!
Not 1 who says i'm fierce!
Whole family and even my friends!
Sometimes i just cant control my anger!

For example:
I was asked to buy a slipper at cotton on!
So I made a call to my dajie!

Me: wei, i'm at cotton on now, you all want slippers rite? black colour hor? size?
dajie: i'm on the phone, you want call erjie?
Me: orhh okay..

Me: hello, i'm at cotton on! you want buy the slippers rite? black and wad size?
Er jie: yea black, size arh, duno leh! you ask da jie since she at home rite?
Me: wahlao! she ask me to ask you and you ask me to ask her!!!!

I was abit irritated already, NVM
then i called da jie again..

Me: "She dont know the size! Wad's the size? colour?"
dajie : size arh... not sure is it M, colour have to ask erjie!"

I WAS LIKE WTH! enough okay! That place was damn crowded and noisy yet you all keep pushing me around!!! fedup! settle among yourselves then let me know!

Then erjie called and told me black, M size!

ITS JUST A 5BUCKS SLIPPERS WHY DO THEY NEED TO DECIDE TILL LIKE THAT?

this is why they say i fierce!
Thats the reason why i just cant clique with them!
i'm more like once decided then i will do it or get it!
Its just that simple!
They have to deicde for like 'years'...
omg.

okay enough of complaining!
FRIDAY NIGHT WAS GREAT!
Fun time with my darlings!
Ever since a long time i had a great laugh,
one that almost drop tears!
THANKS gracia and wanning!
lovesss <3

SATURDAY

Woke up early and went back to school for campus discussion, test and project implementation!
more and more work load!!! gonna work on new package again!

Then we spent a great evening at timbre to celebrate hyuxuan's belated bdae!
YOU'RE SO TIRED! but hope you enjoy! :D

I like the place man! :DDDD
Food is nice too! especially the roasted duck pizza!
SPECIAL! COOL!
If i have a car would be nicer!
Could stay longer and enjoy those songs!

Anyway dear mr zzy, be a goood boy!
LOVE yourself more pls!

alright, gonna end here!
should i go for a jog in the morning or evening?
hmmm..

goodnights first!

k.zhisin

Nasi lemak for breakfast and lunch!!

puke!

Walking through the tunnel,
Passing many trees,
A caterpillar was carried along on my hair!

Miss LEONGWANNING let out a scream in the mrt!
This idiot girl caught everybody's attention in the cabin!!
i got a shock, i tot there's a monster behind me!
Who knows, its just a caterpillar on my hair!

This NOTI Miss leong likes to talk big!
She once told me she's not scared of insects wor!
BUT...
She screams when there's a super tiny insect on me!
She screams when a cockroach was near her!
She screams her lungs off when a caterpillar was on my hair!
thanks agnes for shutting her up and help me take away that!

In conclusion,
Miss leong is not as brave as i thought!

khoozhisin

sweet dreams

Looking for Endearmints!

i’m not exactly a huge fish & chips fan but after every rare occasion I dine at Fish & Co’s, I look forward to their after-meal freebie, one Endearmint candy.

saw this on google:

Through my extensive research along with my persistent determination, I found out that you can actually buy the candy from Fish & Co themselves. Available at $15.70 for a 1kg pack (containing 211 pieces) which works out to be about $0.07 each.

is it true?
shall check it out!

Sweet!

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe

ITS A BAD NEWS!
Of all ppl, why me only? :(

cold hands and feets

TAADAAA!

When one gets boring..

She smiled at me! but din manage to take that shot!
MAN HUNT!!! heeren was quite quiet but due to this,, there's a big crowd! haha!!
wow! i asked my parents what if i fall for someone like this?

Both reactions are "wah! cannot arh!"

mummy says later i got squashed! hahaha!

she gave a sad face when we ask her to stop looking!!
LOVE THISS!!! :DDDD

zhisin

LIVES OF A PENGUIN

They danced in the moonlight creating a new life
Soon, mummy was tired and needs food.
The wonderful place was far away from the icy place where the new born have to be.
They have to be separated!
Daddy had to carry the responsibilty and kept the egg warm no matter how strong the wind is!
The big seal came, some din manage to escape! Their little will not be fed by mum anymore.
Weeks later, the little was singing! Trying to remember the voice of his!
Little was hungry and cold! It needs the food to keep it warm!
Daddy uses his last store for it! Daddy is weak now! Where is mummy?

From far, they saw many mums! where is mummy! Is she with the crowd?
Yes she is!!
"Will you dance with me again like how we met that night?", he asked.
Daddy is tired. He hasnt had any food last 4 mths!
On the way to the wonderful place, many died.
He made it thru the way!
By the time he's back, their child has grown up!
strong and independent!

Time's up!
It was the last dance ever!
Daddy gonna gone back to the deep blue sea!
The child then spent 4years in the sea and then back to the icy place to meet their partner!

This story is quite touching!
Because they treasured their lives and live for one another!
They hang there till the very last moment just to protect their child!
How great it is as a parent! :D

GREATTT DAYS

Pictures!

The day when we brought mummy to eat MAC! She said last time when she brought us to mac, it was only $2! so i replied "thats why now change to we bring you here!"
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This cute little cup cake is given by my colleague!
Her fren's new born baby and she gave a box of little cakes to thank her i think!
So i was given one to eat!! so cute!

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A salad i made today! healthy lifestyle huh! i used yoghurt instead of mayo! but comments given was:" If mayonnaise is added rather than yoghurt, it would taste better!"
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY!

Bought him a ralph lauren polo tee!

He prefers a cheaper one so he could have more!

Then brought him to heeren fish and co!

He likes because he said "the fish very fresh hor!"

hahaha! We decided to give him a surprise!
After dinner, cake was served!

Daddy was surprised "eh how come he knows its my birthday?"

So the person was smiling to himself while lighting the candle!

My dad was asked to hold that firecracker! Haha he said if he were to stand on the chair,

IT WILL NEVER EVER FORGET!

But he dont want! "shy"

He's 50 already! bigbig day for him!

And the main thing is that we really enjoyed ourselves today!

HAPPY 50, daddy!

-more pics to be uploaded tmr!

wasted..

IS THAT SO?

They all say i fierce!
Oh man...
Even my mummy also agrees!
Am i?

Yesterday my colleague says i very guai!
So i went home and told my dad bout it!
He laugh out and said "you good girl? cai guai! cos you not close to them! if close enough, they will find that you very noti!"
really meh? but i think i'm better than some others!
hahaha!
But still, i think there's a need to change soon...

mood: tired, confused,
I need glucose!!
will you give me some? :D

A DAY OFF

Attended my sis's graduation ceremony!
Seeing the smile on those graduands, you will also feel happy for them!
Somehow i feel that my sister is very happy too!
Congratulations to my erjie! :D

After that went tamp with mummy and sis!
walk walk here.. walk walk there!
I saw an aqua green bag! Like the colour!! Mummy ask if i really want?
Urge to buy but but but... still reject..
Settled our dinner at BBQ chicken!
Mummy is like a kid!
she told me she like this flavour, next time come again she wants that!
hahaha!!
Everytime i go out with them,
i'm always the one with more 'yield'!
Should start saving already!
next month if can then i'll get the belt and bag!

The feeling of shopping alone is actually quite great!
Walk and think and then at the same time, stop a while to admire something!
That something which you are actually glancing thru
but still manage to catch another glimpse of yours!
It somehow trying to say that "i belong with you"
If you buy, you'll treasure!
After a long time, it will be left aside..
Maybe once a while you will look at it again.
Once a new one comes, it will forever be left in the dark alone..
Only a few out there will still treasure..
they're the poorer ppl, easily contented.

Simple is happiness.
Be contented and dont always complain!
Because there's always someone out there feeling worser than you!
Treasure everything before you realise that its too late!
Always look on the bright side of life because you only live once!
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They keep asking me..
But i cant give a definite answer!
Why is this so?
Tell me why?!
Can you read me mind and heart?
i doubt so..

TIME WILL BE THE ONLY THING THAT I COULD GIVE YOU BECAUSE IT HEALS THE WOUND I ONCE LEFT IN YOU..

AIYO!

Knowledge and memory
A colleague randomly asked me how to calculate molecular weight!
STUN!
Such a simple question yet i dont know how to do!
hahaha!
Use to fail chemistry in sec 3 and 4, even during prelims!
Only when O level is coming, i chiong like siao!
got a B3 for combined science! :D
lucky i guess!

Gratitude and happiness
Since i am in blogger already,
shall continue to type other stuff!
I love my phone!
Thanks erica for accompany me thruout after so so so many weeks huh!
so now, gonna start saving for future stuff!!

Attachment
Anyway its already week 7.
Quite fast yeaa?
i'm still stuck in milk powder and documentation!
Later gonna taste diff kinds of milk powder!

Tomorrow
Wonder if Alice allow me to aplly the leave tmr
....

Current
feeling tired, urgent but lazy to go toilet!
haha crazy me!

OKAY BYE NOW!

DISAPPEARING

Its getting more and more irritating.
I dont know why.
Is it because i think things too seriously?
I want a big laugh!
I want to laugh happily!
Sometimes i just dont feel like laughing.

Dont want to care anymore, but i just cant.
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Today is friday..
No production so no cooking!
today work place very quiet.
All workers at production got off day!
Weird feeling..
Also boring feeling because i will be in office all day long!

Today is also a dress day!
Because once a blue moon, there's no production!
All the ladies in PDC decided to wear dress!
So cute huh!

alright got to rush my work now!
bye!
great friday to all! to me toooooo :D
I was asked to wear too!

WOW

MANY MANY SNACKS!!
i was ask to eat all these and keep the packaging!
Need it for the the introduction of accessories!
good arh, always got snacks to eat!

Saw that colourful starrsss(blue yellow pink)?
One of my colleague suddenly shout "very cute!! thats what a girl age below 20 will have.."
My supervisor add on" yea lor, imagine i still tie hair with that..."
haha they all always feel sad when talking bout their age and still single..
hmmm....

So live life to the fullest now!

OMG

Now i realise why age is women's secret!
Once into their 20s, it will be very fast and into the path of settling down.
Just now all my colleague were discussing bout their age!
Suddenly all become very young!
Suppose to be 40plus one become 28!
got one 23 one become 18!
Also talking bout match-making!
HAHA!
funny ppl...

CONGEE!

Just now had congee evaluation!

hmm... different differnt types of congee!
Which is your favourite?
Which one looks like the congee you had in mind?

8 ppl were tasting and choosing!
Final conclusion : Use back the original recipe!!

omg rite? wasted 2 days!
nvm.. gain experience!! haha!
working in PDC always like that!

I was told "Nothing is impossible! In here, everything is possible!"
hahaa what a cute sentence! [liked]

New task given: Go school library find a book on canning process (the Fo values in food)
eeeeyer! now my work are piling up!
1. stupid boring documentation
2. milk powder
3. pdt spects for milk
4. book on canning process
5. timeline (done!) :D
6. congee (settled) :D

the end!
lunch time!! :D:D:D

RESTART

How i wish there's a reset button in my body!!

I thought i'm strong.
I've tried, but cant.

Time will be the only medicine.

It was raining heavily last night.
It blurred my vision.
Morning was suppose to be a bright day
But it was like a haze.


Empty and Blank and Lost..
All i can do is to work work and work!
I forget about it for a while.

Lunch arent appetizing too..
What to do?!



BUT morning..
MANY THANKS TO GRACIA!
love you deeeeepest! <3
Also THANKS ALOT to ERCIA MEI!
You accompanied me throughout the evening till night.
Even send me home! Thanks! loves <3

bye...

HAPPPY!!!!

Today quite slack!
Went on a plant tour just now!

See how the meat was cut & packed and so on!

Also know more about their packing stuff to different companies or places like SAF, SATS, schools and so on!

Then we were given samples!!

the biscuits were specially made for SAF!!!
Cant find those outside, becos manufacturer specially made those higher calories biscuits for them~ the green packet is fruit bar from NZ! cool huh!

Currently at office alone.
Everybody was away for meeting!
Dont know what time will they be back!
Half an hour more to knocking off!

yippppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee:DDDDD

LALALA~

Know what?
these week seems like there are many fridays!
tues and wed i felt like its friday!
TODAY too!!
And i'm always looking forward to end of work!!
maybe because... :D

Saw a stupid note in my bag!
"pls call me at 96991698"

HAHAHA! which idiot put one?!
hmm..

I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO END WORK AGAIN!

TIRED

Last night i wanted to help mummy hang clothes.
That was 10pm like that.
But while waiting for the washing machine to rinse it,
i was lying on my bed.
Fell asleep all the way till 11 plus going 12midnight!!
In the end mummy came to wake me up, asking me to go pee before bed!!!
suddenly felt the warmth i use to get when i am young!
love you, mummy.

damn it!
something wrong with my throat again.
itchy itchhy one!! :(

i wonder if i get to go kitchen today..

TUESDAY

Not enough sleep again :(
Gracia and wanning overslept!
so i took my own sweet time to walk to mrt.
But saw wanning at busstop!
she's late! so keep rushing me!

wth, i forgot to bring my ez link.
thanks wanning and also agnes for the card! :D

Later gonna be damn busy at the kitchen..
oh man..
my table got ants liao!
many many ants!!!

okay goodbye now!

*please sleep early tonight!