just when i FINALLY found my motivation to do my work. A call came. It was from the person i DISLIKE & will NV LIKE for the rest of my life. when i tot that everything are back its normal self, problems starts.. somtimes, i realli wonder.. i m just a 17 plus year old girl.. y must i be troubled by all this? why are my parent doing all this to me? pushing all the things to me?! this time round, i realli cannot control my emotion. I can sense HER loneliness when SHE lives with us. I don wan to see Her everytime so sadly. I DON UNDERSTAND why THEY don wanna HER to live there. i really don. whats the world coming to? y are the adults being so irresponsible? HER friends are all there, SHE could do wadeva SHE like at there. unlike here, she got to wait for us to bring her go out. i realli feel like cursing & swearing at them! but i noe this all wun help. what can i do? my ability are limited......

maopei :(