:((

am i being just too selfish?
i always wanted things to go in my way.
this means this, no that!
is that call demanding?
since the day she is with him,
i felt loneliness.
she always back home late, even if at home also on phone, smsing, chatting on msn..
she hardly listen to my stories le :(
now only morning and late night i will get to see her.
yesterday she told mi going out at 11 plus.
i ask why dun wan meet at 2?
can take bus with me!
she shouted at me!
i'm so sad! :'(
last time she not like that de!

anyway she also got her own life.
i shall learn to let go things!
dun be so selfish!
scarly next time i also like that!
i dun wan think so much le. just faster enjoy my holiday!
but mp and sn going camp soon! :(
must enjoy, my darlings! :D

-zhisin